Why do we blindly believe that matter is unconscious? Or that nature is purposeless?? Because the science tells us so and also tells us to believe in many other so called "facts" which were never proven or disregarded.
I also had the time to watch this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mR1SLQwHDog&feature=youtube_gdata
He tells in words what I have felt for a long time already.