But I have little to show for all of this — no fancy grades or awards, and no publications either. I'm not sure what to do at this point, since it'll be another year before I can apply to any universities.
I'm quite lost. Should I just find a job? Should I push myself towards publishing something? Should I sharpen my programming skills and try to get hired? I'd love to just be alone and study my own math, but it seems that it is finally time for me to face the real world.
What should I do? Thank you. (I will do my best to answer any questions you may have!)
[0]: https://boonsuan.github.io/misc/ [1]: https://www-cs-faculty.stanford.edu/~knuth/boss.html