despite having a near 100% success rate in all projects/contracts/jobs I find myself extremely concerned about failure in every situation especially when its 'new'. when I say 'new' I mean something along the lines of doing something I have already done but with a new vendor, the reality is I know most of what I'm doing but often find myself in a new short term contract having to 'pretend' I am an expert on a new vendor when I have little experience and I find it really frustrating.
looking for help in addressing this fear of failing.
in case anyone needs https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome