I spent 2 years and 6 months working on a local company before leaving due to my health getting worse and other issues (some vital members of the team were jumping ship and i was getting overwhelmed with work), i can still code when i'm "stable" but when i get flares my productivity drops (even thou i keep trying..way slower but...),i'm inconsistent, my long absence from work (been off work since august 2016) don't inspire any trust in companies looking for a remote worker.. :( (and i don't blame them, i'm like.. a walking red flag for hiring managers)...i feel kinda depressed because i feel like i'm on this position where i cant apply locally neither can i try remote (i'm kinda burnt out of so many rejections)..

i can go out, but right now i'm only going out for doctor visits/blood tests etc, and to finish my college capstone (1 day a week).. i spend my free time doing tutorials (udemy, pluralsight etc)..but lately even that feels like wasted effort :/.

i wish i could get something going so i can work again and get some income or get a remote work of some kind in the future..but stuck on this "don't have enough experience, cant get enough experience" and my current condition of instability makes it hard..

any suggestions?

thanks,

(update) github:https://github.com/samueldaviddelacruz

linkedin:https://www.linkedin.com/in/samuel-david-72ab9084/

don't have much on github so far, but trying to fill it in with more stuff.